The Song I Never Wrote For You by necropsy, literature
Literature
The Song I Never Wrote For You
You asked me once
Why you were never there,
On the paper in my notebook
Or the lyrics in my head.
I only have one answer
That seems to make much sense,
I was waiting for this moment
Where my heart has no defence.
Now I'm here to tell you,
I too have found it tough.
And although I've held my cards too close,
You are my royal flush.
And the song I never wrote for you
Has come to be through my soul searching.
This is the song I never wrote for you
And I'm sorry love, because its overdue.
I only ask one thing of you,
Trust in what I say.
I can make my own damn choices,
Unwavering I stay.
To think that I could blame you,
For decisions that
Fuck the stunning stars and shapes in my filtered eyes
Glazed from words and foretellings of our paradise.
Fuck the gentle rain as it slowly irritates my skin
Each drop just one step closer to a faulted festered grin
Caustic words have given birth to a monster i can't kill,
Just hope to malnourish.
So like a drug you are, pleasure and pain, explosion and refrain.
Future in stone chipped away by teeth and bone,
Blood welling in your grooves.
The theif stole my heart
Crept up like a placid wake
I guess Ill make a new start
And find shelter coiled in its hate
You failed to see
That you burned all my bridges
Calling out for me to flee
Caught inside the hurricane you made for me
forced to fight each other
been rivals from the start
They just wanna stop
The bleeding in their hearts
and so our fated hero falls
his head pressed to the floor
Then he realises
He dosnt have the strength for more
Looking out the window
Replenishing the hole
Gated anger forced and fashoined
In a way to stain his soul
and so our fated hero falls
back into the light
Tears from the anger flow
He'll never give up the fight
Stalker
I watch you through a telescopic lens
Will you leave her alone, well that depends
I like to see you dance in sun's rays
A glimmer of hope through my neverending gaze
I saw your face accross the room
My anticipation sees me through
I love to see you dance in sun's rays
But if you ignore me, well one of these days
I'm going to scream
I'm going to scratch
I'm going to make you want me
I'm going to chase
Not leaving this place
Your visions are starting to haunt me
Hold on, Hold on
You'll want me soon, won't you?
Hold on, Hold on
I don't give a damn if you want me too
Seven days await
Twenty past the hour
Pandoras Box
Hacking away at it's clumsy frame
Tired of waiting for things to change
The secrets within so bitter, untrue
Their purpose, to hurt those close to you
The suspence enough to drive you mad
As your fists pound through the burning steel
It shakes you to the brink of tears
As it sucks the light from your life
No lesson learnt
Your punishment not torture enough
You'd still do it again
The hurt you've seen it cause your friends
The way it's torn through your life
The way it stole your child and wife
You make me sick, you'd do it again
Look where you are, in the gutter, alone
The wind and rain soak you to the bone
Cont
Tumour
It is not your friend
It lies silent within
Feeding off bone
Muscle and skin
She's too strong for you
You can never win
You are stuck to her frame
But she's going to live
Give me this curse
Can't stand her pain
An evil that the body
Cannot tame
Just want to cut it out
They say it might kill her
Can't stand to see her wither away
Am I bad to want it to end
It's for her own good, isn't it?
Isn't it?
I'll let you know
Peter's Brother
Hit with a name from the past
How long did his suffering last
Needs some time to himself
Alone for a while
I imagine his breath slow to nothing
As hollow voices float through the corridor
At first you were there,
At first you were there,
But now you're no more
Conflict
Aware of the rip in our worlds
Because we mad them ourelves
Like a child in a glass suit
Don't move, Don't move
It will all come crashing down
Keep still and don't mix your drinks
We never even stopped to think
About the way things could have been
Now she's bleeding, all is corrupt
Tainted like polluted fish
I Could Never Be Like You
I see my skin bubble in the fire
A futile attempt to kill this desire
I now know what your past was like
Insignificant yet powerful
It knocked me off my feet
To live each day like this, draining
My consciousness fading
A newfound respect for all that you are
And all you will become
I now know where your intencity comes from
I know what your about...
The past that fuels our fire
Revenge all that we seek
10 years down the line our graves await
Brutally Honest
I am the lonliest person I know
I sit here shaking, music all around
Trying to understand why I am bound
People ask me why I write
My anger stems from the malice and spite
I am the lonliest person I know
A way of feeling sorry for myself
Unable to ask for anyones help
If you ever hear this sung
It's you I have chosen to be the one
Slave
He works you too hard
Works you to the bone
What makes you think that
He will ever send you home
He knows your number
But not your name
You and your friends to him
Are one and the same
There must be a heaven somewhere
Let it be found
When your six feet underground
There must be a council somewhere
Deciding our fate
Lets hope to god they're not too late
If they fail,
We'll have to escape
We sould have tried it
When we were overweight
Golden light streams in,
illuminating heavens creation.
Blue eyes.
Blond hair.
Rosey cheeks.
He is my own,
my perfection.
Small.
Delicate.
Brilliant.
What wonder he brings,
although he is unaware.
Innocence.
Laughter.
Joy.
Unless you know him,
you\'ll never know the pleasure.
Love.
Contentment.
Peace.
He is my only child,
the one whom I gave life.
Pride.
Wonder.
Fear.
Will he see as he grows,
what sacrifices were made for him.
Hope.
Uncertainty.
Faith.
But I know in my heart,
that he shall never fail.
As long as he always knows,
what love really means.
The Song I Never Wrote For You by necropsy, literature
Literature
The Song I Never Wrote For You
You asked me once
Why you were never there,
On the paper in my notebook
Or the lyrics in my head.
I only have one answer
That seems to make much sense,
I was waiting for this moment
Where my heart has no defence.
Now I'm here to tell you,
I too have found it tough.
And although I've held my cards too close,
You are my royal flush.
And the song I never wrote for you
Has come to be through my soul searching.
This is the song I never wrote for you
And I'm sorry love, because its overdue.
I only ask one thing of you,
Trust in what I say.
I can make my own damn choices,
Unwavering I stay.
To think that I could blame you,
For decisions that
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